When I was a little kid, I had a LOT of energy. I think I was a pretty good little chump… but I bet I was a handful. I wonder what my brothers and sisters remember about my busyness.
Anyway… I found out a couple of years ago, that I used to walk in my sleep. My Dad told me that they would tuck me in at night… all in my little jammies… and the next morning I would be in bed… completely dressed. Sometimes in a coat.
Now, I don’t have any recollection of this… but I have a theory about it.
I think, at the end of the day… when it was time for me to settle in…. I had it in my little head that I needed to get a LOT more done.
So, in my sleep state… I just went about my way and…… did the things that were weighing on my mind. Dad said I probably stopped doing this by the time I was eight or nine.
Or perhaps… when I got older… I started put my jammies back ON.
None-the-less… to think about it is a little funny and a little scary. Heaven only knows where I went.
My other guess… is that I was guarding my money. I think we got an allowance…. around 25 cents per week. And I didn’t want anything happening to mine. I didn’t trust my sisters as far as I could throw them.. so I was always worried they take my stash. I kept it in a little green felt bag with a drawstring on top. Like a little Leprechaun.
These days, I still stay pretty busy. I rarely sit down during the day, except to eat. But I don’t sleep walk. Heck… I don’t sleep long enough to go for a walk. And I don’t guard my money anymore either. I leave that to the bank.
What is my point to all of this? None, really. It is just that sometimes… I really wish I could travel through time and see what I was like as a kid. I don’t have very clear memories about any of it.
And if I could travel back… and see myself as a child… I would tell myself a thing or two. Like…
– Take the long way home sometimes… and take time to notice.
– Surround yourself with good people. Don’t waste energy on the leaches in life.
– Don’t be so rigid in your ways.
– Be a better listener.
– Always be kind
– Be present
– Always ask yourself about your purpose. Why are you doing what you’re doing with your life?
My little seven-year-old self would probably say…”What in the world are you talking about Lady?”
But… if I only knew then…. some of the things I know now….
Well…. I might be a better person today. If nothing else….. maybe I would have stayed in bed a little longer.
True happiness… is not attained through self-gratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose. — Helen Keller
